Monthly Archive for April, 2004

My future employer

It probably makes sense for me to have a vague plan of what use I might get out of my Ph.D., when I have my Ph.D. And honestly, I haven’t given that much thought. I just imagine I’ll have some sort of job at an established company doing research, or possibly at a university teaching and doing research. And then I toss out a “or maybe start a company of my own, if my research leads in that direction.”

So here’s the outlook. I want to lay the groundwork for a new kind of relationship between people and computers, where instead of programming computers, people teach computers, and in return expect them to have a clue about what they are talking about. Basically to establish a medium of communication where there’s actually some sort of transfer of ideas going on, and the reachitect how information is stored and manipulated around that medium.

In graduate school I want to figure out what the psychological and computational constraints are on such a medium and garner some theoretical and empirical support for the idea. In my spare time, I’ll keep implementing things as I have been.

But even if I am successful over the next seven years, I’ll have a platform without users and a product without a market. The information industry has gathered around Microsoft’s development platform like moths to a bug light. And given my belief in software libre, there wouldn’t be a product to buy even if people wanted it. Instead, the company I would start would *buzz* *buzz* provide services.

We’d have a two-prong strategy: get into schools, and get into niche markets. The first prong involves making the platform the best possible teaching tool it can be. The platform should make programming more fun and enable nearly limitless creativity, so I think this is a viable goal. The second prong is the way of the disruptive technology. Disruptive technologies are initially unsuitable for the mass market because of market inertia and a lack of refinement, but provide strong incentives to niche markets. I think this new platform fits that description quite well. So a major goal will be to identify environments where the platform would be useful, which is basically all of the places where Microsoft Office scripts and basic VBScript and whatnot are heavily used.

With children coming up the ranks knowing the platform and these niche markets leaking into the larger market, I think the platform could take over the entire industry. The benefits of providing programming capabilities to normal users are just enormous, and will make application development technologies like XAML look like electronic typewriters: fancy implementations within an obsolete paradigm.

So this yet-to-exist company would help schools set up low cost thin client linux bases computer labs, provide lesson plans and support. It would help businesses deploy the platform, provide training courses and run conferences. And it would evangelize. I’m not sure if it would ever make a ton of money, but it would be a target for venture-capitalists, and a critical spoke in the wheel of acceptance for the platform, as well as a way for me to earn a paycheck.

Midnight at the oasis

I’ve got that song, ‘Midnight at the oasis…’ stuck in my head, but not only do I not know any of the words, I don’t even know how I know it or where it comes from. Catchy tune though.

Kate is home. She gave me an awesome print of a some Monsters Inc. concept art. It’s like, totally the best gift I’ve gotten in a long time.

I think I’m getting addicted to my favorite google search.

To be a Hoosier

The news of the hour: I have decided to go to Indiana University in august, to study Human-Computer Interaction in the new School of Informatics. I have to say immediately after I reported my decision to the interested parties, I was filled with dread that I had made the wrong decision. But I’m slowly feeling better and better about it, and I think by the time I have gotten out of Storrs, the “UConn haze” will be gone, and I will feel fine.

I have been poking at some ideas about what I want to do research on. It sounds like I will be teaching for the first year, which hopefully means I won’t be “researched out” and I’ll be motivated to pursue some of this stuff independently. And I’ve been reading bios of some people doing work in this area at Indiana, but not in the School of Informatics. It’s hard to say if I’d every be able to work with any of these people, or pick their brains, but it’s worth checking out their research over the next few months and contacting people who I think would be interested in what I’m doing.

I’ve also checked out a bunch of books from the library and photocopied a bunch of papers on the philosophy of language and in particular semantics. None of it has been very fruitful, but I haven’t really gotten very far into it. I kind of wish I had someone to say “read this and this and this, they will give you a good overview of our current understanding of semantics and their computational application.” But I’m not really sure who that person is.

Regardless, these philosophy books have made me think… As a researcher, how aware should I be of my inherent biases? I wonder if ecological psychologists, for example, aren’t biased by their experience of perception and action in their account of it. In other words, perhaps the ecological explanation is only true when verified through human perceptural machinery, but evaporates when it’s not perceived but simply cataloged.

And philosophers, I think, are highly biased to precise, analytically useful explanations of things. Not just philosophy, but all of the research world is biased towards explanations which can be put on paper in great detail, simply because of the fact that research is useless unless it is such. But what of things which can’t be explained? Surely there are things in this world which cannot be put into words, and even more things which could never be encapsulated on a thousand bound pages. But perhaps more importantly, even where phenomena can be accounted for and verbalized, we as researchers are biased towards ready accounts and easy explanations. We are biased towards comprehensible and overtly consistent theories.

And in my case, I am biased towards the computable and the implementable. The possibility that natural language processing can’t be done by a Von Neumann computer is relegated to the very back of my head. I want language to be computationally tractable and every theory I work towards is biased by that. But like the researcher trying to publish work or the philsosopher trying to develop analytical tools, at some point I just need to accept my biases as a result of my goals. The question is: where is that point, and at 22 should I be avoiding it?

No escape

So I’m pretty sad. Found out in an email a few minutes ago that I was not accepted to Cornell’s psychology Ph.D. program. Cornell was my shining beacon. The antidote to my University Scholar chagrin. My opportunity to leave Storrs.

Now my only opportunity to leave Storrs is the University of Indiana, and to be honest, it just seems wrong to leave a program of UConn’s caliber for a place that I was only excited about because it offered an opportunity to leave. The idea of staying in Storrs is depressing for me in many ways, but in other ways it’s a smart decision.

Then again, I can re-apply to Ph.D. programs in two years if I go to Indiana. If I stay at UConn I am in for the five year haul. They are roughly equivalent in terms of money, although at UConn I would have to work through the summer. At Indiana I could get try to get other work for the summer.

Sigh.

What’s news

So, UIC isn’t offering my any financial aid. That means it’s currently down to Indiana and UConn. I should be hearing from UConn about financial aid in the next day or so, and I should be hearing from Cornell about admission within a week. Regardless, my only financially viable choice at the moment is Indiana University.

I think that’s how I’m going to look at it. I’m going to Indiana unless Cornell or UConn convince me otherwise.

And I feel pretty good about IU. It seems a lot like UConn in many ways, except bigger I guess, and in the midwest. The School of Informatics seems enthusiastic about me personall, which is nice. And I think it would work out.

Not sure about being a hoosier though.

Voices from the rat race

I am writing this from my new job at the Library. Saturdays nights are slow, and Saturday nights when UConn is playing Duke in the final four are even slower. The job is good so far. I think I have a handle on things. If anything I am a little worried about getting bored or not having enough to do.

I have started aggressively contacting people at UIC, IU and UConn about the specifics about my grad school offers and the opportunities available to me, as Cornell has not yet swooped in and saved me from my decision. IU has shown an interest in me, and it sounds like the program is growing (they are adding a HCI Ph.D. program in the next year or so) and I’ve heard a lot fo nice things about the school in general. UIC has yet to offer me any money, and that it pretty much a deal killer. I need to call them on Monday. We’ll see what they say. As for UConn, well I haven’t heard anything from them about money yet either, but I haven’t pushed it because I wanted to wait until I heard from Cornell before starting my deliberations. That obviously didn’t work.

And Cornell, nice, sweet Cornell has apparently run dumb, because I haven’t heard a word from them. I really like the program here at UConn. I really like the behaviorist and ecological traditions, even if I am at heart a cognitivist. And I think the kind of research that they are doing is exactly the kind of research I want to do. It’s just that the idea of spending another six years in Storrs makes me want to throw myself off a bridge.

All I have to say is, good thing there aren’t any gorges in Storrs.

The Cider House Rules, 1963

I just stayed up two hours past my bedtime to watch Love With The Proper Stranger on AMC. It was mostly nervousness about tomorrow that kept me awake, but there was also something remarkable about the movie. By the end of it, I was really struck by just how modern it was. Like if you just changed the look of the film, you could release it just the same today, and it’d fit right in. There’s a little more hemming and hawing about having a child out of wedlock than we might expect in 2004, but Natalie Wood’s character, and her personality just seemed very normal by today’s standards.

Yet she seems quite remarkable by 1963’s standards. The so-called “second wave” of feminism didn’t really start until the late 60s. The “hippie revolution” was just a gleam peoples’ eyes in 1965, and didn’t really gain cultural prominence until 1967 or so. Yet here’s a character in 1963, whose approach to getting pregnant is to keep her day job and get an apartment. And the father can shove it, she doesn’t need his nuptial mercy.

Perhaps it’s inevitable that a handful of sensational works become status quo by virtue of statistical probability. Who knows what other characters of the past foreshadowed prevailing attitudes of today? (Well, Niamh probably does, but she’s not handy at the moment.) And what characters today embody the personalities of the future? Maybe Sam’s flights of fancy in Benny and Joon will seem utterly normal to our children. Or maybe there will be dozens of Amelies and Fight-Club-esque Tylers running around.

Who knows what harbingers wander serendipitously into screenplays?

Budget

My future boss at the library emailed me my work schedule and pay rate today. Pay is a little less than I anticipated, but honestly it’s more than I am earning with the Jolt per hour and it anyway beggars can’t be choosers. Regardless, even if they don’t rehire me after this position expires (May 7th) I will still earn about the same in the next month with the Library than I would’ve earned all summer with FedEx. I have updated my budget, and my gross actually went up by a few dollars.

Still, there are things that need to go in the budget: my anticipated tax deficit, a teeth cleaning, and lights and a tune-up for my bike. There’s a lot of elbow room in the budget though, so that shouldn’t be a problem.

And I may be starting my new job tomorrow!